I find myself thinking less and less about you. In the beginning I would be reminding myself every 10 minutes that I was going to have a BABY ! Now, I go through the day without wondering what will happen, why my abs hurt so much, if you are still moving, telling your dad I’m PREEEEGNANT by the way ! I can’t eat brie, I can’t eat undercooked meat. Today I feel nauseous and I’m having a hard time accepting it’s JUST because I’m pregnant. Laurianne , who lives in Australia now, is pregnant with a girl, she’s 2 months older than you ! Eliane, who lives in Guadeloupe, is 1 week less prégnant than me! It’s a baby rush !
Should I stay or should I go ? I’m thinking of writing the french exam to become an elem teacher, or starting over and getting a diploma here to teach in private schools. I just talked to the principal of the middle school. They can hire me to replace teachers and do study hall in the evenings. She doesn’t know I can’t work next year. I also went to an interview for a position as a kindergarten assistant. They don’t know I can’t work next year. What am I doing ??? They don’t know I’m pregnant either…
So, next year I will be tutoring children and adults until I give birth to you ! I’ll probably have to take care of you, and nothing else, after that.
June 16th, you're first picture! You measure 6.2mm only! Your grandfather kimball thinks you look like me!!!
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